its alive!
Sep. 13th, 2004 10:47 pmtoday is the first day of the rest of my life.
thats okay, tomorrow will be too...
weird to be here. yet i know im home. there are demons here and there, but nothing i cant handle. in fact the thing i thought might be the biggest hurdle instead turned into a great act of comedy. and unfortunately the biggest hurdle ended up being from a source i should have expected.
to sum up, boss fucked up the booth. i dont really want to go into it, but he's making it seem as if it was intentional instead of a fuck up. if theres a rain day, we're screwed. traffic patterns are fucked. i cant imagine making good money this year. but, since this is only show i have to see him at, i will suck it up and get through since he is going to try for another show to put me in instead. so if i rant about this year being less fun than a spin in a meat grinder, just ignore it.
other than visiting my dad today and my mom tomorrow the only going out event for me is man-ray on wednesday with the ever lovely
tiamatlady. yay!
i do miss wisconsin. weird to say that too. i did like it there. traffic definitely wasnt as bad as it is here. and for all of my boys shortcomings, i miss him too. and i keep expecting dink
smoogityboo to pop his head into my booth and yelling at me to smile.
the upside is seeing all my friends again...seeing them instead of reading them all the time. everyone looks so beautiful this year. i have a lot of catching up to do.
thats okay, tomorrow will be too...
weird to be here. yet i know im home. there are demons here and there, but nothing i cant handle. in fact the thing i thought might be the biggest hurdle instead turned into a great act of comedy. and unfortunately the biggest hurdle ended up being from a source i should have expected.
to sum up, boss fucked up the booth. i dont really want to go into it, but he's making it seem as if it was intentional instead of a fuck up. if theres a rain day, we're screwed. traffic patterns are fucked. i cant imagine making good money this year. but, since this is only show i have to see him at, i will suck it up and get through since he is going to try for another show to put me in instead. so if i rant about this year being less fun than a spin in a meat grinder, just ignore it.
other than visiting my dad today and my mom tomorrow the only going out event for me is man-ray on wednesday with the ever lovely
i do miss wisconsin. weird to say that too. i did like it there. traffic definitely wasnt as bad as it is here. and for all of my boys shortcomings, i miss him too. and i keep expecting dink
the upside is seeing all my friends again...seeing them instead of reading them all the time. everyone looks so beautiful this year. i have a lot of catching up to do.
I dig tall red heads
Date: 2004-09-13 08:41 pm (UTC)*BIG HUGS* (because everything with me is big)
Hope to hear from you soon. :x
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Date: 2004-09-13 10:54 pm (UTC)Sounds like you have a lot to catch up on but it also sounds like you are where you need to be right now.
I'm jealous of your friends out there and I hope you don't forget that I love you out here too (G).
Hey...if everyont looks beautiful this year since you haven't seen them maybe I'll look paletable to you next time I see you!!! (smile)
Miss you lots (HUGGS)(KISSES) Love you...
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Date: 2004-09-14 07:28 am (UTC)