the smoldering that used to be

i am so easily swayed from lunch plans. but after 2 days of lasagna lunches, you can't blame a girl for wanting something new.

so when a co-worker wanted to do lunch at the border café, i dropped the lasagna like used tissue. or a man.
heh.
a used man.

wow...i feel the PMS creeping in.

grrr. i'm a meanie!!!!!!!

again, this satyrday night come out to see AVARIEL. please?
it'd be nice to have some friends there.

as for the listening party, i think my girlfriend obligations are preventing me from attending, time-wise....maybe poetman will invite me over after work at some point and play pretty music for me?

*sigh*
there is never enough time, eh? and here i am forgetting to make every second count.

and now for something completely different...
lost kicked ass last night. it was cool to see a backstory on one of the others.
(:3

so...last night i was definitely due for a gym trip. but i was sooooo exhausted. i thought i could get away with a 20 minute power nap before heading there. and an hour and a half later, i woke up dazed and dizzy. so, no gym.
honestly, i'm not too bad about that. it turns out that the 10 pounds i had imagined gaining while on vacation was only 2-3 lbs. whew. still, not good, but not horrible.

today, back on the wagon. must go past plateau in the other direction...

i may try to go to the gym tonight, but i cant help but feel like i have plans. but i dont remember what.

tomorrow, definitely.

this weekend shouldnt be too hectic. jay wants to take me to dinner and a movie or laser tag. as much fun as laser tag would be, it's more fun with a big group of people. and as much as i love movies, he tends to talk through them, which i cant stand. i'm trying not to see this as a downer. that he didnt really care to put thought into my birthday. but i'm willing to wait and see what actually happens.

anyone care to recommend a restaurant i simply must try?

gotta run down some invoices and then i'll come back and do a boring work update post.
(:3