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[dredpiratebunny]

showered and sparkly.
still wishing i wasnt going in to work though.
funny, after all these six months of agony with no money and less work, id be excited to have work to go to...maybe its because i finally figured out what to do.

i went back and read my first few months of entries...and i saw that back in january a february i had my doubts about this working out...just seems inevitable...and i came to a piece of "life experience mumbo-jumbo" thanks to a chat with keimel: sometimes you need to get off the path just to see that you were on the right path to begin with.

i think thats pretty true in my case...i admit that in part i was running away...but i honestly think if i hadnt, the ex and i would have continued to hurt each other...so the time and distance was a good thing...and even my earlier writings reflect that i missed the gig...and while i thought it was bad pay at the time, it seems ive seen otherwise...had i stayed, i certainly would be making some headway on my bills. but thats a lament for another time.

so now its just the execution of the plan. and i dont know yet what that will be.

feh....stoopid dumb video store.

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[tiamatlady]

*hugs*

[wench18.livejournal.com]

Could you, maybeprettypleaseonmykneesandbegging, convince him to let you come and manage NYRF???

I NEED the tall red headed amazon bunny across the street from me.

I NEED her.

I'd share my tent with you!!!!!!!!!!!

[dredpiratebunny.livejournal.com]

nyrf has never really been my show...and since it overlaps bristol, im not the pick...i may try to get a weekend there to work, but thats only if aaron isnt around either...stoopid dumb ex's!