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[dredpiratebunny]

today i feel small and incapable.

i'm not sure why.

and seeing a dead bunny in the middle of the road this morning on my way to work didnt help much either.

i had a mixed weekend.
i got to dance my ass off on satyrday night, which was the highlight, even though the music could have had a bit more variety to it.
but the rest of the weekend, nothing special. probably more alcohol than i care to admit...and then that whole daylight savings thing.

then read something that means a plan i was formulating is now not going to work. so that was a bummer.

i applied for an event planning job. but not sure how i feel about it, except it could pay better and is closer to home. but could just be something else i end up hating.

it's like the robot says: "what is my purpose?"
*sigh*
someday i hope to figure that out.

Comments

[sircraigmorgan.livejournal.com]

I know that feeling, I get it every other day or so, possibly because it is in my nature to question everything.

I hope you feel better, you'll be in my thoughts :)

- The Fox
<3

[coscaram.livejournal.com]

What company did you apply to for event planning? I might have a little insight.




and a hug

[dredpiratebunny.livejournal.com]

dunno...it was an anonymous posting on craigslist, it said it was in the metro west. that's all i know.

[prowler1971.livejournal.com]

Dunno if anything here is up your ally but...

http://www.itasoftware.com/careers

It's where I work. We've got a great referral bonus program so if you apply, remember I sent you. ;)

[dredpiratebunny.livejournal.com]

alas, probably not for me. but thanks for thinking about me. something will come up, i just dont know when or what. and i'm picky and stuff (which i probably shouldnt be...)

[eetmewithtoast.livejournal.com]

So much of your self-concept seems to be centered around what you do to make money.

I find that fascinating, since so little of mine is.

But then, what would you expect from the girl who still spends all day daydreaming?

[dredpiratebunny.livejournal.com]

it's true. i find that my identity is strongly intertwined with what i do for work. it's where i find my reality.
but i'm also a day dreamer, and it's probably why working on the road at faire has always been my home.
(:3

[brickhousewench.livejournal.com]

**Hugs** It will work out. It always does.

As far as finding your purpose, have you ever read the book What Color is your Parachute? It has lots of worksheets for figuring out what you're good at and what you want to be when you grow up. I remember being somewhat lost when I decided that teaching wasn't the career for me, but what do I do now? It just seemed like there were too many options. It took me a couple of years to figure out what I wanted to do instead, but I really like where I ended up. I get the feeling you're kinda in the same place. "What now?"

[dredpiratebunny.livejournal.com]

true enough.
i'll look into that....

[bunnygoth.livejournal.com]

*bunnyhugs*

[dredpiratebunny.livejournal.com]

thanks. you too sweetie!
(:3