has anyone seen my wagon?
Mar. 2nd, 2007 05:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dredpiratebunnyhow is it that i conquered my instincts for food and cultivated a love for the gym for 7 months, only to have it all unravel in a super stressful week of doomitude.
feh.
i disappoint myself.
*sigh*
i know i've failed myself as i havent even gotten on the scale the past few mornings. i'm too bummed out to deal with the numbers going up.
while there really is no excuse, i've been stressed out and full of headache. i know i've turned to eating poorly to get me through. i've been fighting the urge to "comfort eat" all my life. most of the time i manage to get though it. some times it's tough.
right now the only positive thing is that i've been thus far 8 days without ice cream. maybe that's part of the problem. i think i actually eat less when i have ice cream. but, i'm determined to go the full 40 days. so why can't i be as disciplined with other foods?
dont know.
hmm...maybe i need some inspiration. maybe![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
spookybuttonboy can get some pictures and video footage of SFHW and forward them to me. then i'll post up the pics on the fridge as a warning! heh.
i think i will plan to be back on track on monday. that gives me the weekend to change my attitude and outlook.
and so, once more into the breech....
feh.
i disappoint myself.
*sigh*
i know i've failed myself as i havent even gotten on the scale the past few mornings. i'm too bummed out to deal with the numbers going up.
while there really is no excuse, i've been stressed out and full of headache. i know i've turned to eating poorly to get me through. i've been fighting the urge to "comfort eat" all my life. most of the time i manage to get though it. some times it's tough.
right now the only positive thing is that i've been thus far 8 days without ice cream. maybe that's part of the problem. i think i actually eat less when i have ice cream. but, i'm determined to go the full 40 days. so why can't i be as disciplined with other foods?
dont know.
hmm...maybe i need some inspiration. maybe
spookybuttonboy can get some pictures and video footage of SFHW and forward them to me. then i'll post up the pics on the fridge as a warning! heh. i think i will plan to be back on track on monday. that gives me the weekend to change my attitude and outlook.
and so, once more into the breech....
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Date: 2007-03-05 01:20 pm (UTC)You know not what you ask.
Again!!
Date: 2007-03-05 03:16 pm (UTC)Something I learned the hard was is it is never too late to start again. When the time is right for you it will work. Even now on my 150 ish losing streak I have had plenty of fall backs. Like this weekend for example I kept stuffing my face with popcorn after popcorn bag. But I am trying to be back on track again today. Don't beat yourself up the past is the past.
Sorry if any of that sounds preachy I did not mean it to be.
*Hugz*
Weight issues and wagons...
Date: 2007-03-06 06:03 pm (UTC)Bina