dredpiratebunny | (no subject)

i drove to the store...yay!
...thought about going up to inferno, but since car is not yet registered in my name, i figure i should just be patient and wait til leather and lace...*sigh*...besides sunshine is on a cleaning rampage and i dont think its safe to leave!...(the spousal fighting is starting to get to me)

...well, unfortunately i have come to a decision...one im not too keen on, but that may be no choice of mine...if im not working by the end of march, i pretty much have to go back to massachusetts...not that i wouldnt be back in wisconsin in a matter of months anyway for bristol ren faire...but even still...a very sucky realization...but i figure that step one (get a car) is accomplished, so maybe from here it wont be so bad...technically i havent worked since the end of october...it blows my mind...not that the last few months have been carefree, but still...and frankly i cant figure out why im not getting work..ive never had this much trouble finding a job...ive almost always got the job ive wanted with very little hassle...its either me or the market...im leaning towards the market...

...talked to dink and he thinks i should find a way out to the az faire...oh would i love to...but there is just too much to worry about with any spare money i may end up with...and pretty much my tax return is going to bills for march...and i still have to insure my vehicle...well, i dont have to according to wisconsin, but i think i should anyway...so i just dont think az is going to happen this year...again...

...sometimes i feel like my karmic wheel is out of alignment...