some random life drivel

i swear spending this much time on the internet directly after work isnt very bright of me. oh well...i wasnt staring into the computer too much today...there was actually Stuff To Do today. there was a lot of calls for resume/database updates, some typing, leftover steak for lunch, and more calls.

otherwise, i am out of diet rockstar. feh. and nearly out of peanut butter. double feh.

tomorrow night a free movie preview of the 40 year old virgin. hope its funny.

i am toying with the idea of maybe trying to go to dc for the ego_likeness show at the end of october. ive heard so much about nation and that its getting torn down...i wouldnt mind checking it out if thats the case...and with all the cool kids i met over the past weekend finding a place to crash will be easy im sure. course, this all kind of depends on cash flow as always and if i get the brakes done on my car anytime soon. not sure ill be up for a road trip by then but im keeping it in mind.

is it wrong that i almost picked my PC doctor based on his name?...i kid you not, there is a dr. harry potter in framingham.

silverstein is playing this weekend as well as the prodigals and i cant go to either show. triple feh.

not sure what i am doing this weekend actually.

in other news, still feeling the echoes of my break up. drifted awake this morning feeling like i was next to him and then consciousness hit me like a brick. empty bed. i feel kinda retarded about it. like i shouldnt be thinking these things. but my work load slowed down and the time to think came back. i guess i always get haunted by the loves that got away. yeah, i still miss jim. yeah, add another feh.

so many fehs, and yet i really dont feel all depressed. it is what it is. besides, i have ice cream upstairs!