thus far....

[dredpiratebunny]

...boy is taking v.w. for test drive tomorrow...yay!...i hope it goes well...and another confirmation on opinion of it being mechanically sound...if i can at least get a year out of it ill be happy!...

...in other news, i go for interview #2 tomorrow for best buy...i hate lying...and yet when they ask me why i want to work for them, i cant just say "i dont want to, but have no choice because i am a jobless bum"...so i will schmooze and charm regardless...oh well...its sad to realize about yourself that you are good at retail...i can check people out faster than most and still make a customer leave smiling...i am a dork!...the other stoopid thing is that they dont even know for what position im interviewing...could be part-time, could be full-time...who knows?...certainly not me...

...im getting kinda angsty about finding a job...why the hell is it taking so long?...like i carry some kind of stigma..."psst!...dont hire her, shes from massachusetts!"...meh!...meh! i say...how many people actually feel they are perfectly matched to their jobs?...theres that whole thing where a job is how you have fun the rest of your life...but for me, i always wanted my job to be a part of who i am...money was not a big deal...but now that ive been so long without it, maybe it is...it would certainly let me go on vacations with friends and my boy...it would be nice to get some of those college loans out of the way...i hate debt...one more time for good measure: MEH!

here is where the positive thoughts come in. i will find work...i have to...

oh, with a job there will be dancing...booty-rific dancing...with my big black boots on...sweat and pulse...mmmmm...

Comments

[teekup.livejournal.com]

well good luck! when you don't have a job, it certainly seems like it takes *forever* to get things rolling. when i was in school, i really wanted to get a(n entry-level) job associated with my major, art, but it was sooo hard, even in SoCal. i got a couple of part-time jobs that were good, but in the long run, i sucked it up and even worked for retail and ben & jerry's (i *did* meet jerry, though). anyway, stay positive, and dancing sounds like a good reward! wearing big black kick-ass boots always makes me feel better...wait, i'm wearing some now!

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