...stupidity should be painful...
Nov. 22nd, 2003 01:26 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dredpiratebunny...i am just going to take the moment to say that as much as i will miss a lot about this area, i am so tired of stupid people...yes, i know there are stupid people wherever you go, but the overpopulation of this area allows for a larger percentage of them...
...okay...im better now...really...breathe in....breathe out...
and yet despite it all, i am feeling balanced...once i had made the decision to move it all seemed so clear...now though all these little obstacles keep getting in my way...and as annoying as it is to re-figure my plans, i still have this overwhelming feeling that everything will be okay...that i am doing the right thing...wouldnt it be nice if someone told me so?...but thats not how it is...
..."a beginning is a very delicate time"...how very true...
...in other drama, this coming week is the trip to florida with the ex...i hope it will be a drama free week, but we shall see...i feel kind of awkward about it, but i am hoping the small amount of strength that holds our precarious friendship together will be enough...i cant figure out if i should ask to sleep in the other room or sleep in the same room with my pajamas on or with them off...i feel kind of stupid sleeping next to him in pajamas after all the time we had between us...but at the same time, he doesnt really deserve to have that anymore...im sure logic will prevail and i will sleep in the other room...but of course i wont deny that sleeping next to him would be nice...lets just say i want this trip to be as hassle free as possible...
...okay...im better now...really...breathe in....breathe out...
and yet despite it all, i am feeling balanced...once i had made the decision to move it all seemed so clear...now though all these little obstacles keep getting in my way...and as annoying as it is to re-figure my plans, i still have this overwhelming feeling that everything will be okay...that i am doing the right thing...wouldnt it be nice if someone told me so?...but thats not how it is...
..."a beginning is a very delicate time"...how very true...
...in other drama, this coming week is the trip to florida with the ex...i hope it will be a drama free week, but we shall see...i feel kind of awkward about it, but i am hoping the small amount of strength that holds our precarious friendship together will be enough...i cant figure out if i should ask to sleep in the other room or sleep in the same room with my pajamas on or with them off...i feel kind of stupid sleeping next to him in pajamas after all the time we had between us...but at the same time, he doesnt really deserve to have that anymore...im sure logic will prevail and i will sleep in the other room...but of course i wont deny that sleeping next to him would be nice...lets just say i want this trip to be as hassle free as possible...
