"pain is just weakness leaving the body"

[dredpiratebunny]

...i feel a little better...
...yesterday i got some applications filled out...one for the naughty video store down the street (not sure if they'll need help) and one for a waitress job (ad in paper, but not sure they still needed one)...while neither job looks too promising, at least i feel better getting started...mostly the big problem is still to get a new car...then i can actually apply for temp jobs and receptionist jobs in and near the city...
...its pretty pathetic that i spent my last 5 bucks at the dollar store on laundry stuff and a 6 pack of ramen...this is worse than being at college!...and me on the verge of 28 just trying to make a damn difference in my life...ack!...i used to think i was made of sterner stuff, but sometimes i want so badly to cave in and cry for myself...how did i get here?...how did i let things go so horribly wrong?...
...i hate pity parties...
...ive certainly let myslef have too many of them this past year...i want this year to be different..i dont want to repeat all the same dramas again...i want to change the channel...
...someday i will walk out the door and keep going until the edge of the world...
...that which doesnt kill you makes you stronger...

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[oxma.livejournal.com]

...that which doesnt kill you makes you stronger...

That which doesn't kill you is not trying hard enough

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Your Favorite Evil Uncle

[dredpiratebunny.livejournal.com]

i am so lucky to have the coolest evil uncle ever!

[creepyoldguy.livejournal.com]

I once ate something called "Death By Chocolate", but all it did was make me stronger.