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Apr. 2nd, 2004 08:39 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dredpiratebunny...off to a stretch/relax class at the gym...much in need of it...then to boys for the weekend...
hes being all wishy washy about going out satyrday night...meh...asked me if hed be alone in a corner all night...i said that was up to him, cause id like to be dancing a lot...
...also asked if his family was doing anything for easter...he said he had told them not to expect him because of the bachelor party the night before...didnt even ask me why i wanted to know, or what i was doing on easter...knowing that i told him "dont fuck up easter"...knowing that i love bunnies...knowing that i am in wisconsin all alone..with no family...on a holiday...okay, so im not religious, but it still means something to me...*sigh*
...well, i hope this weekend at least turns out to be good anyway...despite the fields of shite i wade through on a daily basis, i still know that somewhere is a bright world that i belong in...if i can only get there...
hes being all wishy washy about going out satyrday night...meh...asked me if hed be alone in a corner all night...i said that was up to him, cause id like to be dancing a lot...
...also asked if his family was doing anything for easter...he said he had told them not to expect him because of the bachelor party the night before...didnt even ask me why i wanted to know, or what i was doing on easter...knowing that i told him "dont fuck up easter"...knowing that i love bunnies...knowing that i am in wisconsin all alone..with no family...on a holiday...okay, so im not religious, but it still means something to me...*sigh*
...well, i hope this weekend at least turns out to be good anyway...despite the fields of shite i wade through on a daily basis, i still know that somewhere is a bright world that i belong in...if i can only get there...
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Date: 2004-04-02 08:09 am (UTC)explain in words of one syllable what you would like from him, and what you'd like to know...
your brother (?) may be right, he might just be being male...
On the other hand... it doesn't sound like he's making much effort, and might not be worth yours....
Things will turn out for the best, which ever way that is...
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Date: 2004-04-02 08:17 am (UTC)Fuck him. He's done. He's being a dick. You're NOT imagining it.
If you want to drive home, I'll fly out and come with you.
You're not exactly happy there. And you could talk to Eeldrych and go back out - maybe Aaron doesn't NEED to go to every show - maybe there's some shows he wanted to go to and can't. I'll help you find something work related - I have clients who owe me favors.
What'll happen is you'll decide to leave, and he'll wibble and waver and whine. But WHEN does it, not necessatrily be not about you, but NOT about him? You're right - I think he DOES see it as some kind of "failure" on your part that you don't have a job. It's WAY NOT EASY to get any job - Ben is engineer trained, and been working at Borders, with diminishing hours and nowhere to go.
We'll figure something out. I can come as soon as the Season over - I MUST be home for Monday the 3rd, possibly the Monday before, depending on Lou.
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Date: 2004-04-03 07:22 am (UTC)