she can see how it happens
how faith falls down the cracks
how a little inner death can save the soul
steel up the façade
the moments that bring you
through doorways and holes in the ground
the friendly fire smiles
the kool-aide everyone drinks
faith is watery
tries to pull itself in
to the tighter sphere
of space and time
and can't
and lies prone
spread thin
pot-holing into sidewalks
sinking
in his eyes
lit up like jesus halos
blue and deep
and she wants it
but the devil has other ideas
how faith falls down the cracks
how a little inner death can save the soul
steel up the façade
the moments that bring you
through doorways and holes in the ground
the friendly fire smiles
the kool-aide everyone drinks
faith is watery
tries to pull itself in
to the tighter sphere
of space and time
and can't
and lies prone
spread thin
pot-holing into sidewalks
sinking
in his eyes
lit up like jesus halos
blue and deep
and she wants it
but the devil has other ideas