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Nov. 8th, 2007 02:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dredpiratebunnyfor some reason, i feel like i've been failing to communicate. its not that i cant get the words out...because i do...but that they get trapped in this bubble and dont make it out in one piece...letters and syllables akimbo into the world.
i dont get it.
i really am feeling burnt out. thats the only thing i can put my finger on lately. after 6 months of personal and environmental mess, there is just no more tolerance. i've been laying low for the most part. trying to regroup. trying to reconnect within myself. trying to function like and adult (somewhat). i've been doing okay. but i'm still burnt out.
i've thought a lot about my work history. and how either by my choice or by consequence, i have only ever worked at a place for a year at most (give or take a month) before moving on. the only major difference is the time i spent at eeldrytch. i can only assume that it went as long as it did because it was always a change of scenery or on again/off again. i was part of eeldrytch for a 4 year period.
why is it i cant seem to find a job that works for me? i think maybe i never learned how to buck up and just work even if you dont like it. maybe thats what i'm going through right now. and maybe thats why i'm not happy. i'm merely holding down this job. i'm not thriving in it. i'd like to though. there's just no where to go from here. at least not in the forseeble future.
i guess in the end, i'm really just "whining" about the same thing i've had issues with since most of this year.
dunno.
i know that i'll keep going. mostly cause i think something's gotta give.
i dont get it.
i really am feeling burnt out. thats the only thing i can put my finger on lately. after 6 months of personal and environmental mess, there is just no more tolerance. i've been laying low for the most part. trying to regroup. trying to reconnect within myself. trying to function like and adult (somewhat). i've been doing okay. but i'm still burnt out.
i've thought a lot about my work history. and how either by my choice or by consequence, i have only ever worked at a place for a year at most (give or take a month) before moving on. the only major difference is the time i spent at eeldrytch. i can only assume that it went as long as it did because it was always a change of scenery or on again/off again. i was part of eeldrytch for a 4 year period.
why is it i cant seem to find a job that works for me? i think maybe i never learned how to buck up and just work even if you dont like it. maybe thats what i'm going through right now. and maybe thats why i'm not happy. i'm merely holding down this job. i'm not thriving in it. i'd like to though. there's just no where to go from here. at least not in the forseeble future.
i guess in the end, i'm really just "whining" about the same thing i've had issues with since most of this year.
dunno.
i know that i'll keep going. mostly cause i think something's gotta give.
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Date: 2007-11-15 02:37 pm (UTC)But see, when you find the "right" job for you, it fits. You don't end up struggling with it. You *want* to get up in the morning and go to work, because you love what you do.
I think that's the difference between a job and a career. A job is something you do to pay the bills. A career is something that you do because you enjoy it. A career offers opportunities for personal growth. A career feeds you. A job drains you.