dredpiratebunny | wrecked redhead ramblings

....waking up to a fuck is a good thing...and then cheesecake for breakfast....evil mornings call for evil measures...

...otherwise had the out and out slagrag conversation with the boy...things are better...but i think my independence will win out...if i can find it again...i hate weakness...

...yesterday not so much of a hangover as expected...head was fine, eyes were puffy, belly slightly queasy...i learned that it is possible for me to drink an entire 6 pack in just over an hours time...i have also learned that this will make me pass the fuck out...seriously, it was 9...and then *poof* it was 11.30...wtf!...which still didnt stop me from having a rum with a smidge of coke in it...i think i was pretty fucking pathetic....(poor unlucky1 and dink both called, and got cried to...i dont even know what i said...and it can be really hard to blow your nose while intoxicated)...i think i drooled into the couch..it wasnt pretty...huzzah for waterproof makeup...

....the boy came home sometime after midnight i think...time was kind of fleeting by that point...i think i said some relevant "im not happy with this relationship right now" stuff, did a hecuva lot more crying...then had a really good fuck...god im like a fucking roller coaster!...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

...otherwise, boy left for work a while ago (damn his early hours!)...and i will be leaving around 9-ish and hitting the gym on the way home...

...and im really really hoping that i find work soon...i cant take this crap for much longer....its wrecking me....