where the day takes you
Oct. 3rd, 2005 07:11 pmthis venue of outpour has been quite neglected.
sometimes i just feel like ive already said it all and nothing ever comes out right anyway.
i'm still on my own world right now. still laying low. getting used to the steady checks. i know that i will have severe post faire issues since i'll be staying put. and this plate is so full anyway. things on my mind:
-staying successful in the avoidance of my stepmother.
-ex-boyfriends. a lot of them.
-finding an apartment for me.
-finding an apartment for my mother (at least checking potentials for her).
-moving day for mom.
-moving day for me probably round the same time.
-how i am going to afford everything.
-my dichotomy of hating my single life and yet needing it to be this way right now.
-trying to find a second job, which is kinda dependent on where i end up living.
-affording heat this winter.
i wish i had time to read more of what is going on. i may miss all of you, but i'm missing myself too.
sometimes i just feel like ive already said it all and nothing ever comes out right anyway.
i'm still on my own world right now. still laying low. getting used to the steady checks. i know that i will have severe post faire issues since i'll be staying put. and this plate is so full anyway. things on my mind:
-staying successful in the avoidance of my stepmother.
-ex-boyfriends. a lot of them.
-finding an apartment for me.
-finding an apartment for my mother (at least checking potentials for her).
-moving day for mom.
-moving day for me probably round the same time.
-how i am going to afford everything.
-my dichotomy of hating my single life and yet needing it to be this way right now.
-trying to find a second job, which is kinda dependent on where i end up living.
-affording heat this winter.
i wish i had time to read more of what is going on. i may miss all of you, but i'm missing myself too.
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Date: 2005-10-04 01:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-10-04 02:20 am (UTC)I've missed you hot stuff!
In case you didn't read it in my LJ: THANK YOU!!!!
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Date: 2005-10-04 05:09 pm (UTC)*squishies*
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