dredpiratebunny | (no subject)

...why is it that now that i have decided to do something so risky alive scary and incredible, the fates now have noticed and placed obstacle after obstacle in front of me?...okay, maybe thats a bit too much drama...i'm so tired of struggling...all i want is to start again...reinvent...dream new dreams...but everything that was worked out is now turning into a big bucket of punt....the kind that makes you want to run to a hilltop and scream "i want room service!!"...the music isnt loud enough the words are not long enough the sky isnt wide enough and i am cramped inside this tiny room...
but i will get out, by my fierce determination...thou shalt not piss off a redhead...or a rabbit for that matter...it might make me twitch my nose furiously...
..well, off to sunny warmth for at least 10 days...i think the trip will turn out okay...ive made my peace with him...(and i packed pajamas anyway)...and nothings better than swimming and hot tubbing outside in november!!