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dredpiratebunnyawake again...stuck in the speed of my mind...
...in the space of a half hour a storm raced through...rapid firing of lightning, the wind blowing the shades back in forth in the other room...i can hear it all the way from here...i think the rain is still falling...part of me wants to run outside into the street and lay under it...change the temperature of my skin...
...i want very much to free myself...to pull out of this hole and get on with it...there are two distinct paths and im just not sure which one is better...like the lady and the tiger, except even the lady bites...in other words, i feel as if the decision will happen to me, not that i will be making the decision...
...this is how you strip down to your soul to see who you are...lose everything...work on the sandcastle dangerously close to the shoreline...hightide will always find you...you do not dissolve with the castle, and so you start again...it will be different this time...really...i swear...(lucy holds out the football to charlie brown)
...niagara falls from 30000 feet in the air....something so tiny from the tiny window...such different perspective...but still uplifting to me near or far...a nice sight on the way back to milwaukee...
...what will be enough to carry me?...
...in the space of a half hour a storm raced through...rapid firing of lightning, the wind blowing the shades back in forth in the other room...i can hear it all the way from here...i think the rain is still falling...part of me wants to run outside into the street and lay under it...change the temperature of my skin...
...i want very much to free myself...to pull out of this hole and get on with it...there are two distinct paths and im just not sure which one is better...like the lady and the tiger, except even the lady bites...in other words, i feel as if the decision will happen to me, not that i will be making the decision...
...this is how you strip down to your soul to see who you are...lose everything...work on the sandcastle dangerously close to the shoreline...hightide will always find you...you do not dissolve with the castle, and so you start again...it will be different this time...really...i swear...(lucy holds out the football to charlie brown)
...niagara falls from 30000 feet in the air....something so tiny from the tiny window...such different perspective...but still uplifting to me near or far...a nice sight on the way back to milwaukee...
...what will be enough to carry me?...
