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[dredpiratebunny]

yup...thank goodness it's payday.

my raise is a lovely 45 cents more per hour. not that i wont take it...but after a year of service, it's pretty lame. but, more cash is good, in the long run it equals more bills paid.

i am sleepy. hard a hard time falling asleep last night. lots of things burning through my brain. i've been spinning gears relentlessly on myself trying to get some kind of plan in motion. i am going to try to make the best of this job for now. after all it is a job, and the benefits are good. i know the strength is in me to get through this and move on to bigger and better. i forget this about myself when i get down, when i get low. i have done some damn amazing things in my life and i should be able to continue that.

so, forgive me my endless job blathering. i think if i have to get it off my chest, i'll keep it private for now. i'm tired of being whiney and incapable. it isnt me. i want me back. soon enough.

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[ravenways.livejournal.com]

I'm in the same sort of headspace at the moment. So, if you wish to use me as a sounding board, via email, so we don't bore the masses, feel free! I could stand to talk to someone who's going through the same thought processes, who might see something in my situation that I'm not seeing because I'm too close to it. I offer you the same. In the meantime, please to remember...


There's always hope.

Love you utterly,
Lolly

[permusicadastra.livejournal.com]

No, you aren't winy. Work sucks, we all know that!

You aren't any winier than I am! EEK! Now that's winy!

[brickhousewench.livejournal.com]

Whine away! I sure do. ;-)