what the fuck was that?

[dredpiratebunny]

yesterday....i felt weakness threatening in. i couldnt motivate myself for anything. that, the headache, the cramps...there was a lot of lounging.

today, woke up much better, ready to make the world my bitch again...then got the notice that the cali job is out. bummer. i actually fought hard for that one. fuck. so i think im still on for florida. unless i get a good movie gig. feh.


applied for another music job...this ones in new york. dont know how i feel about that, but ill certainly try. somethings gotta give round here.

weird. im not feeling depressed about these things anymore...looking at it either pissed (sometimes at myself, sometimes at them) or thinking how dumb they are for not hiring me. oh well.

i got nothing.

Comments

[poetman.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear about the CA job. Have you been looking at Craig's list for that sort of work? Try it at http://www.craigslist.org/ . I noticed they have some listings that may interest you...

[dredpiratebunny.livejournal.com]

yeah, been looking everyday....dont worry, im not giving up any time soon.

so sorry, sweetie

[marrus.livejournal.com]

I know how badly you wanted that...and as far as being sick, you're not alone - Vanessa's got it, Jay had it, I'm resolutely not joining any of you!

[bluestocking.livejournal.com]

If you're in NYC, you are, of course, welcome to crash with me. I'm a train ride from the city.