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tired...

but have to go get glasses.

still looking for ride home/to the faire this weekend. boy still wants to buy me a car. (just to clarify, im pretty sure said car will be $900 or less)

i am fighting the compulsion to kiss everyone ive always wanted to kiss.

i really want to be able to buy something for myself soon...too many fucking bills to pay though. feh.
i also have some up coming b'days to remember. but no biggie there. i want to make cookie bars today too...its been a while since ive baked anything.

even if i dont go to funky tonight im still screwed for the weekend. boy wants to use truck on friday anyway...i need to leave friday morning for faire regardless...fuck. i really should just live on site for the rest of the show....less hassle. but earning the extra cash at the vid store (while it isnt much) is still a good idea. just annoyed i guess....like of all weeks to do this, why did he pick this one??...

well, he wont be going to faire this weekend. means i could have trouble. and with not getting enough booty this week....i must remember i am responsible for my own actions...

der.

aint got the funk

well, seems since im at this late hour, i wont be making it to the funky.

i am irritated.

i dont even think my cookie bars came out that great.

i have eaten very little today.

boy wants to get car on friday for me and hence wants my ssn. no no no no no.

i should probably take a nap. or read. turn off the stoopid vision at any rate. maybe do some actual writing in my notebook and/or paper journal.

still not sure whether i picked out the right frames for me, but oh well...wasnt much to choose from.

these few days were supposed to be my mini-vacation...and now plans are scrapped. tomorrow night is an excursion to the safehouse and i really wanted to go. feh.

too fucking nice for him...he got his truck washed today. though i guess since ive been the only one using it its the least i could do.

is it normal to want to take out aggressions through fucking?